I'm simply put a caretaker. Between me and my partner we have a combined 7 children. Also rescue pets and have a full household between children and pets. Living in central NY I try to do my best to be honest on my likes and dislikes. I pull no punches and pride myself on my honesty.
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Nullification lets start by defining this . It is the act of cancelling something. In the case of humans it could also be called suicide , withdrawal of life, ending this mortal coil. Yes many people say you are weak if you think about this or go through with it. Most everyone has thought about it , some have tried and failed and others many most would of thought have went to the great beyond. There are thousands of different types of pain some can be seen others are a slow degradation that slowly saps the life out of a person. The voids that are created in a person's soul . Some are fragile and unending spears to the heart whether it be by withdrawing from that person or sadistic / needless cruel. There is also the instant rocks down the well , wrapped thoughts that fester when things you set your heart on or something you hope for fails time and time again.
I know all too well the feelings of being a waste , a void. Yes I have a man that loves me and my children ..…
To start off with a little background about myself. I am a second generation
that suffered abuse from both a parent and a partner. My mother grew up with
a father who was sexually abusive. She then married a man to get away from her
father. This man over time sexually abused her from things he did and selling
her to his friends. I watched him beat her and having his friends “accidentally”
crawl into my bed some nights. As I told my family about being touched I was
blamed for just being nice that it was my fault. My first child was from a friend
of the family as I had learned it was expected if a guy liked me I had to let that
guy do whatever.
I got kicked out and was living with a family member with my baby for no real reason. I ended up
talking to a guy on a chat line who seemed nice. The first time I dated him he asked me to marry
him. I said yes because he seemed nice and acted like a gentleman. The marriage was kind of rushed
because by the time I had been with him for a year …